I felt the need to expose sexual abuse toward young women and men because so many young woman and men are being harmed by people who should be protecting them. I have met countless woman that live in shame, disgrace, humilty, insecurities, fears, mental, emotional and spiritual problems because they have been sexually abused. So many woman that are prostitutes, or fell in to getting involved in porn someway, getting involved in S.M. or getting in to a relationship that has domestic violence issues were most likely sexually abused. So many guys that have been sexually abused become gay.
We need to wake up and protect our little ones because the beast wants to destroy as many little people as he can. We need to start praying for the little ones in our neighborhood, our church and any one that is in our lives. I have had several sex addicts e- mail me and wonder if they will ever find love because of things they have done to themselves either sexually or physically to deal with the disgrace and humiliation of being sexually abused. In our society so many woman and men at times have become known as cutters, these people would rather cut themselves and feel its pain than deal with the pain of being sexually, psyicalley, emotionalley and spiritually abused. What is so sad about these people is they live in a world of pain and torment as if their world is all dark and there's no hope.
If you have gone through any type of severe abuse or you have had to live through a severe tragedy realize you are not alone. God loves you and he feels your pain and he sees the torment you're going through. Please don't live in isolation no more in your heart and mind, cry out to Jesus Christ because he really does care about what you're dealing with and he really does love you. Another young man that was sexually abused thought he would find that sexual peak by getting in to Erotic asphyxiation and he ended up killing himself. See so many people who have been sexually abused to want to find that ultimate love and escape all at the same time so they will try many methods but heres the problem you will never find true peace, joy, love, understanding and healing until you come to Christ Jesus.
I am not going to lie, it will take A lot of work to be healed but you can be set free from all those tormenting thoughts, night mares and pain through Christ. So many ministries they try to sugar coat this or that by almost wanting to sweep the pain of people under the carpet but we want to expose it and help people be set free from it. I realize at times the things I discuss on this web sight many don't want to even think about and here I am writing about them but brothers and sisters in the lord we need to realize people don't wakeup one morning and say to days a good day to die or to murder. Through pain and undealt with sins people have turned their life over to Satan. Ted Bundy the famous serial killer played with cars and trucks when he was little, some one shared with him twice about things in the bible see are we really letting a dieing society know there is hope?
So many people and pastors say we want people saved but when some one comes to you with a major problem are you still going to love and except them like Christ or will you turn them away and claim they need to go to another church? See we need to start living like Christ and quit talking about Christ, I have heard well over a thousand sermons but so very few people live like Christ. I believe I would have gotten saved several years earlier if a true spirit filled Christian would have reached out to me. See it's easy to talk about our weapons of warfare, how often do you use them? If there was ever a time to really show Christ love the hour is now.
God Loves You
I have been reading so many reports about domestic violence and I find it so heart breaking that so many women doesn't realize that they don't deserve to be hit or cheated on. Sense this ministry has begun I have received e-mails from so many women that are hurting and ashamed because they have done this or that but let me point out to you that God doesn't hate you and God isn't ashamed of you. One young woman that I have been helping, I told her listen God hates your sin but God sent his only begotten son to die on a cross for you. See it doesn't matter if you have committed bestiality, or have been in a porno, or you have been a prostitute God loves you.
So many women are being beat up because they feel this is the best I can do or this guy will change but I am not trying to hurt you but there isn't one single reason why a woman needs to be hurt or cheated on. So many women have got a self worth that is lower than scum but why? Women realize you are very dear to God and you deserve just as many blessings as a guy does. Men we need to start treating women with love, compassion, mercy, grace, understanding and kindness. So many women are hurting inside wondering if God does care or if God does listen because they go to bed feeling trapped, alone, crying, so desperately wanting to feel loved. Where are the men of God? A woman of God should never have to feel as if their just a piece of meat for their husband to have fun with and a woman of God should never feel like their just a sex toy for their husbands.
Men of God we need to start praying and really loving our wives like Christ loved his bride. Some things I say might offend some people but I am honest. Almost every woman I have met that is gay was deeply hurt by a man. If we want to see the power, authority and the love of God come into our homes we must start walking in the spirit of God to where we don't just talk about the blessings of God in our homes we see the blessings of God in our homes. This can be possible if we will just start walking in humility and the fear of God.
I have pointed out so many times we need to be Faithful, Accountable and Teachable all the time. So many older men don't realize that we need to learn from you, so many younger men need to realize that you don't have all the answers. If you don't know how to get this power or anointing in your home just cry out to Jesus Christ. So many times people don't realize Jesus is wanting to hear from you, he loves you. Woman of God, I am so sorry you're hurting and you feel unloved. I would love to buy all of you roses and let you know that you are very valuable to life. See the word of God is our Manuel to life but do we really want to humble our selves and do what it says?
See God gave us his word to meditate on, learn from and mature in to who Christ has called us to be but so many men and woman claim they just don't have time but the word of God is where you can get strength to learn how to walk away from an abuser, the word of God can teach you how to love some one, or how to walk in the power of God. See before I got saved most people knew that I walked in A lot of hate and I wasn't afraid to let people know it. In fact before I got saved I enjoyed people being fearful of me because I hated people in general. So I have had to walk through A lot of pain to understand that God has said it's time to forgive now Tim.
See men it's not to late to treat your wife with love, compassion, mercy and grace. Women it's not too late to say I don't deserve to be hit or raped or beat on any more, I deserve to be loved, and Men do you want to be treated with trust, love and respect? Then ask your selves am I giving my wife what I want in return? See men you can pretend to be a man of God and you can pretend to your friends how great of a man of God you are but you can't hide from God. Women when you die, wouldn't it be heart breaking if God said I had a wonderful life for you planned out but you stayed with an abusive man or you became gay because you didn't trust me at all and now all I can say is I never knew you. See if this touches your heart than please pray for others because domestic violence is sick and cruel but well hidden. Remember this always Jesus truly does love you.
Several people have e-mailed me and asked do I believe that every one can find true love? A sexual addict said Tim I do A lot of things to myself, what guy could accept me even though I have done several wrongs? A woman that was a prostitute said I don't know if I will ever find true love because how can I admit I sold my body for food? Another woman asked I was in several porno movies how do I admit that I have sex on film? Or another person says, I was sexually seduced by a demon now I am too ashamed to tell any one that I had sex with a demon. Then another person asked what if I was gay and now I am set free from that wickedness, do you think I can find love?
Now what I really want to focus on is love. What is love? Can a person who has been sexually abused find love? Can a person that has no hope find love? Can a person that has lived in a world of Satanism; the occult, racial hatred or witchcraft find true love? So let's look at what love is.
1 Corinthians 13:1-15 1 Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I have become sounding brass or a clanging cymbal. 2 And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3 And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, but have not love, it profits me nothing.
4 Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; 5 does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; 6 does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; 7 bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
8 Love never fails. But whether there are prophecies, they will fail; whether there are tongues, they will cease; whether there is knowledge, it will vanish away. 9 For we know in part and we prophesy in part. 10 But when that which is perfect has come, then that which is in part will be done away.
11 When I was a child, I spoke as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child; but when I became a man, I put away childish things. 12 For now we see in a mirror, dimly, but then face to face. Now I know in part, but then I shall know just as I also am known.
13 And now abide faith, hope, love, these three; but the greatest of these is love.
See I have received e-mails from sex addicts, sexually abused people, people that have come out of hard life styles and people who were deeply hurt. So many times people say do you think I will ever find true love. So let's look at what God says: Romans 8:31 what then shall we say to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us?
Romans 8:39 nor height nor depth, nor any other created thing, shall be able to separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Ephesians 2:4 But God, who is rich in mercy, because of His great love with which He loved us,
1 John 4:7 Beloved, let us love one another, for love is of God; and everyone who loves is born of God and knows God.
See we, as Christians need to realize that no matter what we have had to endure or go through in life, God is always there for us. God is so loving, sincere, filled with compassion, mercy and grace. When some one e-mails me and says this or that of what has happened to them I let them know how deeply sorry I am they went through that but just because you were raped, or you were a prositute, or you were sexually abused or beat on doesn't mean that by any means you were made unlovable. Please realize that God sent his only begotten son to die for you, through a miserable and painful death just so you and I could be given an opportunity to know the love of God. For 18 years now I have been writing people in prison and one thing that amazes me that they have in common is with Satanist is they believe there is no redemption for themselves because they did this or that but please realize that God truly does love you and he truly wants to know you.
So if you can talk to co-workers or a friend for hours why can't you just humble your self and spend some time with God each day? If you don't know where to start, start with this simple prayer: Lord Jesus Christ I come before you today asking you to forgive me for my sins and I ask from this day forward that you would be my lord and savior. Now get a holy bible and just start reading Matthew, mark, Luke and john. Than each day start asking Jesus what's in your heart? What is it you desire me to do that would please you with my life?
Jesus Christ wants me to send a message out that he wants to hear from you. If you have fallen away come back, his loving arms are stretching out. If you don't know Jesus Christ, come to know him, if you say Tim I have done this or that how could He possibly love me? Read my testimony. Jesus Christ loves you more than you can imagine. If you're a parent and your child gets hurt, it hurts you. So please just imagine what is happening to God seeing so many people hurting, wanting to die, feeling hopeless like no one cares but not one word is ever spoken out to the one that created you and loves you more than you could ever realize.
Gods' heart is being broken because his own children aren't even talking to him when he knows that he could take away their pain, suffering and loneliness. So to sum it all up, yes every one can find true love. One last point I need to make is sex isn't love, so many people think if I just find the right sexual partner I will be satisfied in life but sad to say these people don't realize that if you have a job and your spouse has a job some times sex just isn't going to happen and you cant base your love life on how much your sexual needs are being fulfilled. If you really want to discover true love discover a heart for Jesus Christ and love just fills your heart.
2 Corinthians 6:14 Do not be unequally yoked together with unbelievers. For what fellowship has righteousness with lawlessness? And what communion has light with darkness? Many Christians want to be accepted and liked just like every human but we must be extremely careful about who we chose are friends to be.
I have met people that don't understand that when they have a friend or their dating some one who is not serving Jesus Christ they are serving the anti-Christ. To my surprise I have met older Christians that have a good strong belief in the word of God but they even fall short of this scripture when it comes to their children because some of their children are saved and some are not saved but they really want all their children to be close to one another.
So many times I have seen a person really seeking after God and their friend or their sibling who wasn't saved hurt or destroyed their walk with God because lets face the facts, we can lie to ourselves all day long but we as Christians are just like other people. We are either going to influence some one to be like Christ or some one unsaved is going to influence us to be more like the anti-Christ.
So many people have said well my friend encouraged me to go to college, or move here or there, or they encouraged me to do this or that but is this, really what God wanted? I met a man that was told by his unsaved friends to divorce his wife because she didn't treat him right, so he did but isn't it amazing how many times God says he hates divorce. One time a young woman came to me for some help and her mother agreed that I could help her but when I told this woman that she is living in sin and she needs to get away from this guy she's not married to, this young woman's mom was so upset because this guy that her daughter lived with was making good money.
We must choose will we serve money, our flesh, Satan or the most high God? See a Christian is spirit led, which means they want to do something that would please God. If a person isn't saved, do we really think they would want to do the will of God or do we really think their hearing from God? See when a person isn't saved can we expect them to want to do any thing righteous when their father Satan is 100% against God and every thing God stands for? We must understand this that Satan is a liar, a thief, and father of lies and is a master at deceiving people.
So many Christians have said well I don't believe its wrong for me to have sex with this person sense I am going to marry them but we can't pick and choose what scriptures we want to follow. Look at Revelation 21:8 But the cowardly, unbelieving, abominable, murderers, sexually immoral, sorcerers, idolaters, and all liars shall have their part in the lake which burns with fire and brimstone, which is the second death.
See some people think I am judgemental for pointing this out but if God says it's wrong than it's wrong. See we can't expect to claim how much we love God but yet be united to a person that serves Satan or serves their flesh in sin. Every single person wants to be loved and those that have indulged in sexual sins now have a very difficult time staying pure but God made the body he can take care of the body's sexual needs. There are no excuses for sexual sins. So please let's get honest, sin is sin. And please realize this that an unsaved person is going to give you advice only to fulfil their father Satan's will for your life, so if you want the blessings of the most high God humble your self and seek out God the most high God.
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